Diary of a teenage psychopath
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August 26th 2005 midnight
im so happy for ken (my little brother) he came out of the closet about being transsexual
I guess im gonna have to explain. Last year I found out about him being a transsexual by accident. I came home early from a party to find him fully dressed im my cloths. I was a little mad at first. But I saw his face. It wasn’t some fetish thing he did. He was a she on the inside. I told him he(she?) Should tell mom and dad. She said no it wasn’t time yet. I said she could keep the outfit she was warring. And she said no then asked if I would go buy her some if she gave me the money. I said yes.
And that’s how it started. I liked my sister a lot better then my brother. She was happier.  More alive. Even my parents noticed the change. My mom asked if he had a girlfriend. it took a lot of effort not to laugh our assess off. If only she knew how wrong she was.
And now she dose. They got a little mad at first but had a family meeting and I told them that I knew. They figured if I was okay with it, it was an okay thing.
We go tomorrow to talk to the school about enrolling him as girl

August 27th 2005 after school meeting
They are gonna let her(him)!
They said that it wasn’t a good idea but if my parents thought it was what they needed to do they would allow it. their was one problem thou, ken is not a very girly name. ken has to think up a new name by Friday.

August 29th 2005 sometime at night
I got the FLCL soundtrack!
Amber was over again
and I got my goth stuff in time for school
This is too good of a week something gotta go wrong  

August 31st 2005 afternoon
she has chosen a name. Tarra. Its cute and fits her well. I approve.  
September 1st 2005   
I had to open my big fat fucking mouth didn’t I?
Something went wrong alright.  Big wrong. Our house was vandalized.
My window and my parents we’re shot out by BB guns. Our house was egged, Tped, pissed on and gods know what else.
And then their  was the note. We didn’t show my brother.
....Why?

September 3ed 2005 after school
we started school today. Tarra  loved it. And she made one hell of a convincing girl.  
Thank gods amber was their or else I would have been lost. The order of stuff in Idaho is different from Cally.
There are two ruling classes in Hillcrest. The Mormons and the jocks.
Amber introduced  me to a lot of people. I liked about two of them.
The first was an anime fan who lent me her magna to read in class. The second was a girl name Simmy (im not sure that’s her real name). A bookworm who lived in the library. But their was something deeper their too.

September 8th waiting room  
my sister went in for her first hormones appointment. She came out with a lot of pills.

September 10th  night
poison called!
Her dad might get a job up hear. And she might be moving up hear.

September 12th midnight
I managed to pull simmy out of her books long enough to get her hear for a sleep over. She brought an anime called Read or Die. It was okay.
After hours of trying I got her to tell me something about herself.
She dose art.
Unbelievable art

September 15th late
they caught the assholes  who attacked our house.

September 17th 3ed hour
some major things happened at lunch
first thing is that I got in a fight with amber, it started about the 7th time she mentioned how hot Inuyasha was. I got tired of it and told her to stop drooling over imaginary men and find a real one. She told me to fuck off. And I left.
Not knowing ware to go I went to the library . Simmy was their. She asked me what was the matter and I told her.  She said I could help her.  
I really enjoy her company. And she is cute...

September 19th  late
dairy I think I’m in love.
I just don’t know if she could love me back. Even in the outcast of Hillcrest theirs very little chance of a bi or lesbian girl. And with my luck it would be Amber (we are still fighting). To the gods I pray let her be bi!

September 21st afternoon
I asked her. She said she was. I asked her out. She said she would have to think about it. I asked why. She left. Gods why am I such an idiot!

September 23ed 4:00pm
I called simmy’s house today. Her mom answers. She says simmy has locked herself in her room. She then said she’s been it there since yesterday (it has a bathroom). Im going over right now to talk to her.

September 24th evening
when I got their. The door was locked and baccated . I couldn’t help myself.
“Gods damn it girl! All I asked you was why! You freaked out!” then I used a tactic my parents used. I cut the power. There is no windows in her room. It had to be dark. I calmed down then.
“I don’t know what I said to set you off but im sorry. I didn’t know. I still don’t.” I then sat their a second “you gotta be hungry. How bout we talk over some burgers and a large fry. My treat”
I heard the sound of tears being wiped then the sound of movement.
She then opened her door and smiled at me. Her eyes ware still red from crying. She then fell into me. I wrapped my arms around her and kissed her forehead. “now,  how bout those hamburger?”